Okay guys so I’ve finally come to terms with the fact that I may have a slight problem, I mean I say slight but something tells me it is and can become a big issue. I don’t have many friends but I have a few associates. I’m the type of person that doesn’t mind a little meet up here or there every month or so. Sounds bad right? I know.
Don’t get me wrong, I call and message my friends almost every day but there’s something about going out and being social that, most days I just don’t have the energy for. I’m someone that likes to do cool things like go to theme parks, indoor skydiving, ball pit bars and just have fun in general. With my circle being so small I’ts hard to plan such spontaneous trips because 9 times out of 10 one friend is working while the other is babysitting.
I find my bedroom has become this web of mine, whenever I’m not a work, attached to my bed is where you will find me. I’ve found so much comfort in my room that I only leave if I have to eat or use the bathroom.
I try so hard to get out more often but all I do is spend money, I find it hard to keep myself occupied apart from the fact that I work almost every day. Most would say find a hobby and mine of course is blogging which I can do from the comfort of my own bed and that’s a problem Lol.
Whenever I’m not at work, I’m out shopping and if I cant leave my house for whatever reason, I’m on my laptop shopping. I buy stuff I don’t even need but it makes me feel so good buying new things. I’ve opened up saving accounts and even given money to my parents to hold just so I don’t go spending ridiculous amounts of money on unnecessary things. I’ve tried to budget and really watch what I’m spending my money on but my boredom and being so available is what gets the best of me.
Am I just a boring person?
Do I need to find a new hobby?
Do I need more friends?
I would like to know if anyone else has experienced or is going through this stage and what has helped.